regrets>.<
Friday, October 28, 2005
everywuns has loved someone in their life before ... feeling so of regret .. feelings for the other person evn after you've let go ... newaiis you try so hard to forget someone just when you do the personshows up and you hid your feelings ignore em and evn try to AVOID that person if fate can bring you togetehr why let it separte you apart? lifes unfair but love is something you haffta hoLd on to by yourself sure you tried maybe you need try a little harder .. i can't do it for you can you can't do it for mee .. it just comething you gotta do for yourseLf ... mistakes are bound to happen .. if you do sumfink wrong try and fix it evn if you noe it might not work but it'lL certainLy clear things ups ... admiring someone from adistance is hard .. knowing they neva will love you back hurts more than anything in this worLd .. regretting what happened between two ppl hurt those happy memeoreies bring smaile to our faces .. the sad memories make tears fall down our cheeks ... sitting around regrtting what you've done in life doesn't make a difference .. going out and fixing those problems telling the person HOW and WHAT you feel or want out of this HELPS ... it'll make you happier and it'lL make teh otehr person REALISE what THEY want to dO .. teh resuLt couLd be good and they couLd be bad if so then atleas you noe that you TRIED and didn't sit around doing nothing abt its ...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9:41:00 PM
bLarhs
Thursday, October 27, 2005
omg i haff like nuffink to blog abt =.= last tym i blogged seemed yonks agO umm yeah the weather is becoming hot its starting to piss me off .. but who cares OMG i just got bitten by a mosquit stupid fingOs skOOl was alright i guess at lunch dis pigeon flew past my head and everywun in my grouped was scareaming abts its and everywun cept for mee n cinzia DIDN'T scream abt its ahwelLs i was too busy to notice ... newaiis funny how ppl try to be your friend ain't its? its funni how they lie and only stick around cos you have what they call "benifits" and how sumwun can say they love you and not mean a singLe word .. its amzing how people like me BELIEVE in theses ppl how many tyms i fall for the wrong guys ... cheating ; lying ; hurting other people .. is that alL they do? don't you know that not everywuns bLind ... we noe wen ur using us we know wen your scared and need heLp .. your tears .. they come and go so fast which are real which aren't? you so suciaL things how many of those cuts are real? time again and again you say you have issues friend family whateva ... you make it seem so huge wen its onLi sumfink smalL .. nothing goes your way you go and cut urself cos your sad. how abt those ppl whO has LOST a loved cos of suicide? what are THEY left wiff? memories? pictures? its pathetic how i actually beLived you abt your sucidals probLems .. time and time again i came to comfort you yet you kept hurting yourself honestLy. i am sick and tired of fix your probLems when they arise ... for now you can go and pick up your own pieces and learn to fix your own probLems .. you think i might be selfish inconsiderate or sumfink but alL the fake things you told mee how can i eva trust a word you say? how am i suppose to know from your lies and the truth?
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:47:00 PM
quizzies
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
| Your Seduction Style: Au Natural |
 You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.
You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?
You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. |
What Kind of Seducer Are You?
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
3:23:00 PM
boo
Sunday, October 23, 2005
LOLS hehe wellOs tOdaii i went to carmens beedaii party =) umms it was eh intersting .. there was one little girl by the name of Joanne or sumfink... she FUKINg weird and nannoying such a bitch i swear to god .. i HATE lidoOl kids like her LOLS newaiis all i did was play on carment comp i didn't excatLy quite "fitted in" yeah and mee cindy n nellie were like mucking around n stuff.. hmm n dens nellie left and liek abt 4 cindy lefted and like 30 min later i left LOL cos that lidoOl girL REALLY REALLY bugged mee .. so i called my mum n the convo was like me: mum can you pick me up?mum: why so early?me: cos this kids really annoying and i have no friends left mum: okay i'll come nowme: I LOVES YOU hurry up and comekekeke my mum came pretty har har she like their TONS of ppl left and i went i ain't too FRENDLY wiff em haha ahwells we drove to cabra to buy my mmaterial for textiles hehehe wen we were looking i saw so many hot guys har har LOL probably the only fing i noticed ahwelLs n den i bought my sequins and went to my aunties place to eat dinner wiff issac omg his SO KYOOTE babies are cute ... yeah n den left at abt 10 and came home at 11 and i didn't sleep till like ONE ahwelLs their comming over tomorrow aswell so yeah
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:09:00 AM
are u alite?
Friday, October 07, 2005
am i okays? do i look fcuking happy to you? it amzing who i CAN cos it all the same okayss i am THIS close to hitting you i swear to god i can`t evn use words to show much i hate you okayss you think your all that? THIN AGAIN you cows an NO i`m not taLking abt a particuLar person YES you fcuking cows noe who i`m talking to i hate all of you.. urgh* i`m so fuking cool yeha well fuck you ... i`ll just go and plan sumfink well go AHEAD... oh she so two faced take a LOOK in the fcuking mirror alrite i swear to god my mood went down the drain cos your a fuking HORE .. no i`ll just hide everyfink and then LIE to her face omfg you think i`m stupid don`t you? i`m not as dumb as you think i am i`ll tell you this once and for all i WILL HATE you FOREVA and you noe wat eLse i HATE people who are hypocrtical ... no i`ll just join the FUKING crowd .. if you can`t friggen lie don`t evn fuking tryong i`m no 2 yr old kid you can trick you stoopid cheating lying BITCHES go fuk a POLE
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:41:00 PM
stoopId
Saturday, October 01, 2005
i am fCuking peed at the fact taht sum fCuking CHEAPO stoLe my top n i am so cLose to loosing its i swear i am NOT going anywhere tiLl i see taht tOp and get my hair dye purple my mum being a fCuking cow its starting to piss mee of okays wtf? is wrong wif dying ur hair purple fCuking it MY hair n i CHOOSE to do watebah i want to its..friggen keeping it bLack? wth? wah gOod is that? friggen i am so damm sick of bLack i`ve had liek haLf teh colours oof teh damm rainbOw in my hair n now she telLing mee off for dying my hair? she so fCuking UNRESONABLE... okayss teh last tym i dyed my fringe RED was on teh fCuking birthday n it WASHES out n now wen i ask for PERMANT purple hair she goes on and on abt how it fCuking bad to haff dyed hair...welL i am FCUKING sOrry i am not liek you n i can`t keep my hair UNDYED for liek haLf of bLoody life..u see wOmn i lve in teh TWENTY FIRST century god noes wah my mums finking honestLy i am sO peed at the fact that sum CHEAPO stoLe my top..and now my mum welLl for sake of the worLd whO ebah just stoLe my toP go n fCuking get RUNOVER by a bLoody car..foOking helLs ..
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:33:00 AM
