omfg shitted
Friday, July 28, 2006
well you see i have finally gotten my comp back since the last tym i kinda blew up the power supply but hey atleast its still here and yeah .. today was an okay day at skool and i thank everone for not bring up a certain topic cos yes i would have gotten all pissed about. I went to mono in and okay mood cos i was feeling quite cheery cos i had a passionfruit lollypop =) yes yes and then throughout my lesson i was pretty i dunnos quiet and not really caring much cos i was busy thinking and only particpated in conversations if i felt like it well it was pretty obvious my mood changes since at first i was happy then all os sudden i looked as if i was forcing a smile. and to be honest i fink mono and complete waste of my time there was othe occasional laughs and stuff but yeah . i did liek all of my fkn work and miss only just nods i mean WTH? she so fkn biased only cares about the boys what a TYPICAL asian. i mean i'm NOT FUCKING sorry at the fact that i am GIRL and i BLOODY proud to be ONE!! and favouring boys over girls? i mean what on earth? GET A LIFE!! mans and after class she tells me to stay afterwards i mean WHAT THE FUCK? i mean honestly she like you two groups should be nicer to each other. i mean i don't see what the problem is i mean lillys right ' we DON't have to like everyone in our class' i mean WTH? we have some fkn SEXIST teacher stomping around telling me WHAT TO DO. okay i'm so effing sick of ppl telling me what i SHOULD and SHOULDn'T i mean freaking lay off i don't need on my back pissing me off as if i ain't shitted already as i am TT"
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
8:54:00 PM
update of my life
Friday, July 21, 2006
well this week was teh first week back @ school. and quite crap i rkn HAHAH yes i know first wk back is supposed to be fun but i have a pretty SHIT week and it explains why i didn't blog ==;; it was so crappy i didn't evn think it was worth blogging about =p to be honest i fink i am so sick of some of the things in my life i put up with ... people complaing about certain topis people arguing over just about anyfink and most of all i HATE how i feel right now. its like i don't know crap. yes yes i know my choice of words is lacking but fuck it honestly my beain is lacking brain cells and i feel as if the wind could blow me away aand just the little things could break my heart and make it shatter to pieces. yes i make my self sound so fragile but that exactly how i am right now. the slightest thing could make me upset YY" i seem to weird ahwells this will go away i guess over time =)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4:37:00 PM
mono parent teacher
Monday, July 17, 2006
SUNDAY JULY 16THi don't know how to change the date thing so basically i am gonna blog about yesterday haha wells yes it was mono parent teacher i woke up at liek 10;30 by my mother asking me wime was parent teacher i thought it was 1:30 then i farking realised i was in exco adn i had to come early but i was unsure so i called weena accidently waking her ups haha yeah lolss she said she didn't knowi called ron and he said 1:30 and i was like you sure i thought it said 1pm for exco members and then i realied it was yeah that fkn early and then yea it was like what 11am when i manged top get my ass outta my bed HAHAHA yes i made all those calls in the comfort of my own bed =P and then i SLOWLY got off my ass and wondered around the ohouse for stuff to eat adn yeah found myself some congee my mum made haha i ate it like afkn turtle by the tym i was finshed it was already 11:30 haha and yeah i did something and then at like 12pm iw as like 'holy shit i need to shower' so i did haha and yeah when i came out it was half past mans it so freaky tym seemed to fly haha ... i tyed my hair up nicely in a ponytail cos i cbfed to do jack and choose the most decent clothes i had haha i had to look lieka propper student jees i eman atleast teh teachers are gonan remeber us as like good students hahah well i arrived at mono saw weena LMAO and yeah we went and basically stood in our liddol corner thing haha ronald came and we watched me playing tekken 5 against jacky from like the day b4 haha lol albert was there as well haha and yes i was giving out gum to everywun!! see how pro i am with gum just ask edwina and kylie i just made the gum come outta the packet haha GO MEE ahwells yes i got the yr 10 roll marked everywuns name off and off we went to lsietn to ching chong chew or chong chin chew mans whatebva his name is mans he went on and on liek STFU ALREADY!!my mum litterally came at 1:50pm i told herr to come at 1:45pm and she came 5 min latter taht woman TT" and when we had to line up to see our teachers my mum was liek their so boring i errupted in laughter ^^* haha i fink my mother stopped caring =P and yeah lines up to see simon haha funny shit partick was before me and he took liek fkn 10 BLOODY MINUTES!! my god i was FKN HURRY YOUR ASS UP my god when ching cong chew said ask as many questions as you he doesn't mean it LITTERALLY my god TT" ahwells i was bloody frustrated and my mum was too she walked of fto go if my sisters turn yet and yeah it was FINALLY MY TURN like abt fkn TIME!! so yes yes i came 5th in my class that freaking right!!! GO ME!! muahaha i tided with edwina simon said good things about me i actually enjoy english =) HAHAHA then i was off to science omfg thank god i didn't see patrick in the line HAHA i am so mean yeah chatteed to johnny and albert cos nowun else was in the line haha and then kylie came and started half yelling in my poor ear haha johnny god whacked by his mother funny shits =) and yeha he got and okay report so did albert then it was james turn then mine my god I HATE SCIENCE. she told my mother i was loud and all this crap abt how a new kid beat me and how we had to do exercises i mean WTH? you neva told us you lying HOE BAG haha yeah i was like omfg TT" looks away haha yesoff to maths =P hHAHA halrious crap i lined up started chatting to irennypooo and yeha weena came cos her mum lined up for her and mien lined up for me =) weena mum and my mum chatted for liek YONKS!! haha yeah and then when it was my turn i saw down and just laughed at mr su haha he looked so serious ==;; he told my mum i was horrible never did my work and never listened in class!! i was like MR SU THAT NOT FAIR!! and yeah he went on abt how damm good i am great attudie towards maths haha and good stuff haha his a cool teacher =P and then he told my mum he was just joking abt be being bad =)) and yes he told my mum how NEAT my book was taht right everywun NEAT!! muahaha go me and my NEATNESS ahwells albert came 2nd in the class i swear one day i'll steal his brain the maths part =P and ween came 10th taht smart lil bum!! i came liek what 18th? HAHA
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:39:00 AM
weena birthday
Saturday, July 15, 2006
well well today was edwina good old 15th birthday haha LOLS HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUNNIE ^^ hmms yes haha wells i woke up at like what 9:30am and yes i had my mother on my back asking where she was gonna drive me and i was like uh? strattty =/ and she liek no catch a train from lidcombe i was liek WTH? and i checked the train timetable and yeah tehre was train in like .. what 7 min at liddy so i just grabbed all my crap and went out haha i arrived at station thinking i'd miss my train but woah lucky me i got a ticket and got onto the platform with 3 min to spare haha =P go me for the great tyming haha i trained nigelled to stratty station i had some weirdo ppl staring @ me haha i was listeniing to my sxc mp4 haha so much fun!! well i arrived @ stratty stoof around looking like a moron cos nowun was here haha i was like OMFG first tym i have actually been EARLY which is a start =p haha yes yes. and then i saw jacky ==;; haha notice the face? omfg he was like wearing some sort of ran coat dat made me want to laugh my stomach out hahaha .. EVENTUALLY ron came liek freaking 10 mins latters and then i asked if there was anyone else and their like no and iw as liek 'OMFG SERIOUS?' so it us THREE? what a fkn bummer TT" ahha the train ride was okay with jacky telling me i'm fat which i am NOT cos jackys like a fkn toothpick U__________U"haha we went to townhall and i was looking for weena so i can say happy birthday and give her her present haha ahwells yeah we met up and yeah TT" shit happens then we went to galaxy to find kylie haha very intersting i guess they played games ahhaha we all went to play dayton =p haha how much fun was taht i came second last =) haha then me and kathleen played pool LMAO talk abt cheaters mans we're so pro *COUGH COUGH* haha yes and then we went to play tekken5 to be honest i didn't know how to play i was randomly pressing buttons and killing the machine TT" i beat kathleen =P and then it was me and jacky playing farks OMFG jackys sitting their so relaxed and i'm just smashing away at the buttons i beat jacky in ONE ROUND okayss i was fkn proud haha then we all went to coco on the way i steped on liek 12083901823 fkn puddles my shoes were soaked haha yeah we saw ... irene come and then the rest of the morons joined us ahha i am so cruel i cbfed naming everywun else so i'll just name them morons for now andyeah me and weena and kylie had crowns haha damms sxc =P ahwells then went to check ourseleves in the mirros to see if the crowns were in place and yes i realied my hair went all weird so i just tied it up in a nice and neat pony tail haha LMAO the dramiies were cool haha =P then we were off to capitol and yes me and irene realised she left her phone back at coco so we went back to get its HAHAHA and yes it was pretty cool i guess and me and weena took stickers together and me and irene made it back in tym for the last 2 shots of edwina birthday =p then we all split off to different plaes me irene ron and jacky adn geff went to kaokr at k2 fkn the mikes were shit and my ears hurt ... yeah we all went and .. did like nothing TT" kylie and jacky left and we and irene went to toss and turn to have a crpe strawberry kisses =9 and i was still hungry for some odd reason so i got my self some macas and taht fkn lady omfg took liek 32898908490234 yrs to fkn grab food i mean WHILE I AM STILL YOUNG YOU FAT HOE!! yes latter that day me and irene were off to her place.. lols funny shit happened tehre i cbfed to blog abt its cos i am plain lazy =p anhoo toodles =)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9:51:00 PM
city outing
Friday, July 14, 2006
well instead of blogging about today i am gonna make dis entry about yesterday haha THURSDAY 13th July 2OO6Today was and outing city omfg i woke up at like 9 sumfink cos my lidool brother found it funny to make my moblie ring so i could wake up mans i could slice them up and feed it to hungry sharks YY" well anways i went and showered and crap yeah i eventually leaft my place at like 10:55 haha you know taking my tym =P and when i got to stratty ronald pranks and i was like lets call back and then i REALISE taht i was just buying aticke so i just hung up HAHAHA went insaide saw ronald and kylie and then like 2 min i was like OMFG when did you get here STEVEN? and they were like before you TT" it was a bit slow anywaysjacky adn derek came we went to catch teh syd terminal train haha kylie was liek dw the train will wait for us ahha usally stays for 5 min omfg my ass as the door were closing we were all fkn running up the ramp going NOOOOOO but we made it in tym haha ahwells... the train ride was BORING!! we arrived @ central kylie wanted her crepe stuff and i wanted a salad and no i am not on a fkn diet it just sounded cool on teh menu haha costed me freaking $7.50 but the box was cool HAHAHA =p wells we went george st galaxy and yeah hah irene & kylie played pool i was just like OMFG is this game over yet? i dislike pool its ao damm BORING and gay TT" haha well then i saw pham but you know i was like doesn't he have black hair and i was liek meh who cares and just kept watching kylie and irene play pool. as usual i was oblivious of the stuff happening around me i kinda drifted off and yeha some guy with blonde hair walked up to me and i was like WHAT ON EARTH? and then i realied it was pham haha said hi chatted for a lil while U_____________U" yes kylie was like yada yada with the whole pool thing i was like eessh these 'non-hots guys playing daytona seem more entertaining then POOL' haha i am so sack basically we wasted our tym @ galaxy and off we went to ... eat i bought a cookie cos that stupid salad made me stuffed TT" and yes everyone ate haha i was like yups yups and kylie made us walk to nowhere cos we couldn't find karoke like and FINALLY we got there and had like what 2hrs and 30min of K haha we got extra 30min cos they were nyc =)haha when we got out it was fkn dark and it was like 5:30 sumfink so me and kylie and irene ran to cerntal station haha halrious were were liek running for our lives and yeah we caughta train time ticked on and stuff haha we were at stratty station waiting for a train to flemo haha and yes made it to flemo and had liek what 3min to get to class? haha me and irene and kylie RAN LIKE NO TOMRROW we went thru the alleyway U__________U" i was shit scared i dislike the night haha anyways we made it being like what? 5 min late? haha better than nothing TT"latter that lesson we had to go down to mono to pee and yes it took us liek 15min cos i didn't want to go back to class ahha mr lam was kinda reluctant of letting me`irene weena and kylie going together he was like 'no scraming and yelling or laughing' we were like 'okays' and freaking went haha took the LONG way backs haha learned more stuff on english hahas.
IRENE 2WK STARTS NOW
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:11:00 AM
crappy day
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
well today was a jolly fine day wasn't it? haha well i woke up joyllt happy and i dunnos got rid of the leftover nail polish on my nails. i ATTEMPED to re pains them witha different colour but i couldn't find the fkn clear nail polish. ohwells thats a shame. i had a shower liek every fkn asian does everyday of the week unless your some hobo or sum really really weird person who can't afford showers. hmms yes i dried my hair the asian way. sit outside in your backyard with the sun TT" mans it was okay i guess evn tho i would have prefered my hair dryer but my dear mother was on my back going 'dry your hair outside in the sun, blow dryiing causes split ends yada yada' i notice how easy i am giving in to things nowadays cos i am the laziest whore in the world LITTERALLY. my day from better to worse mainly cos of mono. to be utterly honest with people yes i was pissed off YES i felt like i was going to ramm a pole up anybodys ass. and YES I was fkn PISSED OFF. but does anyone think in my shoes? oh no she crying lets all attend to her. mans I GIVE UP .... i am so sick of tryin to fix things i know i CAN'T possibly fix. its like falling over again and again sure we all move on but it'll leave a scar and quite frankly i am not in the mood for this i know being a whore and half myself and saying shit on my blog but this is after all MY blog TT" yes i am serious honestly today i was happy until i saw tah stupid msg it tottally ruined my day not only that i would have rather not seen that msg but things are meat to happen. and to be honest with you i don't plan to apolygise to anyone cos i feel taht i haven't done anyfink wrong and basically if your gonna go whinge or complain about i sugest you do it some place where i don't SEE IT or HEAR IT. i get how us girls need to bitch but honestly do you need to go fo far? you don't see me sending stuff other people and freaking having a little tanty about stuff. ohwells mans life goes on i'll forget about in no time anyways liek a always do. take advatge of my forgiving nature while its still here everyone. cos i am cbfed to do jack so i'll just nod and ho yeah yeah. x3 KAT the bitch and a half =)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
8:03:00 PM
feeling uneasy
Monday, July 10, 2006
urgh* i am getting athts stupid gut feeling of mine again its driving me nuts . it so weird TT" a freaking feeling aths telling me sumfink bad gonna happen i mean you'd feel like crap if you got taht damm gut feeling TT"i honestly everyone will be alive tomrrow TT" what if i wake up and realise sumfink bad happened i can't live with that. mans no body go out a night U__________________U" i dunnos maybe i am paranoid or sumfink. who eva is doing drugs or anyfink bad better not go missing tomrrow or i'll have one of the heart attack and then panic attack when ppl go missing YY" ahwells hopefully this feeling will eventually like fade out TT" ahwells todya was liek any other day i was cleaning my fkn room UU" i know my mum made haha i cbfed to blog no more =P
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:19:00 PM
just another day
Sunday, July 09, 2006
HAHAHA i gots a new layout ^^* its so cool haha thats all i have to say i really can't be bothered to blog ==;;
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:07:00 PM
meh
Friday, July 07, 2006
My whole body kills from yesterdays play of sports haha my arms are tired my back s sore and my legs are killing me. It sounds liek i just woke up from some wil sex session which i didn't. TT" I am going to type like i actually use my brain. Well i woke up with this huge ass headache and freaking felt like crap. So i went to have a shower and basically changed cos we had vistors over. Finally my mothers friend came with the stuff for the buddist table thingy.My god they left and good old me went for a dear nap i was happily sleeping but fkn hells i couldn't fall asleep i was shit tired and then like 2 hrs latter i fell asleep. Woke up at like 3 sumfink and yeah rolled around and kept on napping and i woke up from the yelling of m mother. My dad came home from work and told me off for not cleaning my room i swear my mum and dad piss me off. Maybe its pms maybes it me i don't know. I have the biggest urge to throw up yet i only drank water and had 1 chicken nugget and a couple of chips. I don't fink thats enough food for me to actually throw up besides i don't feel like eating i dunnos i feel unwell i fink it maybe the red tomato sauce. I should have known better than to have ate something red when obviously i have my periods and the slighest colour change in my food affects my diet. Yes i am a very picky girl and careful of what i eat when i am having my little monthly vistor. I mean you'd be pissed off to if your mother was cleaning the toilet and you needed to use it but who gives a shit my mother wouldn't give a shit if my period pain hurts says it 'natural' maybe dying from it is natural too --". Besides i have better things to blog about like how people say they don't really like a person yet they do things together and act like their best of friends i mean if that how your going to 'pretend' past me and hope i never find out the truth go on doing its not i am going to kick you in the butt. But seriously the way you claim your just her friend cos i don't want to be mean or whatever gay ass reason you told me i don't care. But be assured my opinion towards has definatly litterally changed.Nothing is going to change how i feel towards you yet its so hard to actually i was lied to by you of all people in this world you. Maybe i should have found out earlier but why was i actually stupid enough to actually BELIEVE you when you said 'she a cow'. I just don't understand and come on me and yo both know our friendship isn't running smoothly and i won't deny maybe the gap between us is gettting bigger. I mean acting like your ignoring me don't you think i'd know well enough to have nooticed you were, but what did you want me to do apolygise and hope its all over? I no longer am up to your standards i mean fine maybe your still pissed about how i beat you in a exam and thought i didn't deserve the mark. You never admitted to it but i know you actually thought that for once maybe i'd be the smart one. Well is really my fauly i have always been the STUPID one but honestly is it really nesscessary for you to act like this? Quite frankly i really don't care and if the friendship falls apart atleast i know i've TRIED to help it but if you simply refuse to ignor it then its not my fault the bottom line is that i TRIED my best to fix it.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
5:02:00 PM
mono excursion =P
Thursday, July 06, 2006
well todya was the mono excursion to strathfield park =) hahaha i woke up at like ... 7:45 changed and you know hot ready and realised i would be late in meeting up with edwina so i bolted out of my new house and got to station at probably 10min past 8 meh! i was crap tired so i went to the fountain asked albert if he saw weena but he said his didn't so i just guessed she was off with kylie somwhere so basically without evn bothering i headed straight to gloria jeans to get myself a coffee b4 i die of freaking tiredness haha i bought myself a cafe mocha it was yummylicous =p some how they only charged me $3 cos yvonne was tehre or sumfink .. who gives a crap i LOVE my drink =) called weena up and asked where she was and she went on ab sumfink i was only half listening then i heard kylie in the background and yeah met up sumplace and irene called met up with her kept drinking my damm coffee in the process it really worked =) meh walked to strathfield park... the walk itself seemed like a fkn lifetime with me and edwina complianing my god do i hate strathfield park it so FAR AWAY!! FINALLY we got there everyone wandered off and yeha we had too play sports poor old me cbfed to play basketball irene did in her mini skirt and ugg boots i was like GO GO GO IRENE haha she had her little cheering group anyways ^^* we then went off to play football which princess me isn't quite fit for TT" and lucky me scored uspoints MUAHAHAHAS stupid touch foot ball i attempted to stop ppl from running around so you just tap them TT" ronald that crazy ass got tapped and kept on running YY" we then played netball which was a no contact sport which i quite liked cos we didn' have 60kg tall lookingboys charging at chicks like a freaking bull charing a them red cloths .. haha netball was girls only haha it was FUN!! that right princess me was 'centre' haha it was a halrious game if i didn't have the ball i'd whack it outta other ppls path when they threw its HAHAHA so mena in teh end teh scores were 2-2 then it was the neanderthals turn meaing the boys haha i am so slack =P they played ... like civillised beings haha me and irene joined it haha tah right i was actually happy abt netball MUAHAHAHAS ahwells i ended up with newton yelling out disturbing msgs abt my butt ... okay if you have aproblem with my butt i guess you better swallow it back down your throat and hope it never comes out cos quite frankly i don't care --" okays then when we were walking i realised i injured my hand and it hurt like hell hah so i sat out on newcombeball thank god i did cos the ball was weird TT" haha then we were off to soccer which was absolute weirdness haha ilike 10 min into the game i finally realise i was sitting in between the goal poast which was like less than 2m awaya and i was liek meh i'll be opkay and the ball came latter missing my damm body by 30cms and i finally moved TT" idon't want to die an early death ... then i got my rags TT" i was like nooo but ahwells i am living with it we were then off to eat lunch friend rice no offence people you guys made good food cept i got a stomach ache TT" ahwells i had one tiny ass scoop i ate a little gave so to martin and threw the rest away haha i wasn't hungry then ... we played spin the bottle TT" newton`sandra`irene`albert`newton`ronald&martin were playing we got bored well i know i did and wondered off into the wilderness in serach of weena and kylie found them and then the pack of people came and we played some game troung thought up (i refuse to call him by his first name cos his so mean to me) it was called suck & blow haha it sounds so wring TT" ahwells we were playing with my skool recipts ahwells connie and mr kiddle came to see if we were doing anyfink bad and we al just pretened to be innocent O=) haha ahwells played for a while latter and we got sick of that game so we were off to play sum bounce the ball and spin and catch it with your chest TT" that so unsucessful so we made it easier throw the ball spin and catch it haha it was halrious i missed a few tym cod i didn't look up and i was pretty much scared sum moron might bang into my chest and cause me freaking pain TT" soon enough we got sick of it and we played stuck in the mud which was .. dangerous sandra my dear wiffe pratically smashed into my arm with her braces and left me bleeding haha ahwells i was better after a while meh it was time to go home and yeah we were off to the picnic area and sat around and irene is having johnnys baby =P hopefuly she'll neva see this anyways i cbfed saying nomore TT'
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9:20:00 PM
MOVED ^^
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
well princess me is proud to say i am happily residing in my new and furnished house haha its very umms yeah amazing i guess my rooms heaps bigger and i share with my sister which isn't that bad anyways i've always shared with her.. i am so PROUD of my room and how its is now MUAHAHAHAHAS hmms i wonder where my praentals i have kidna been in the new house for over like umms half a day ? i dunnos whateva mans i still need my dad to put together my bed i am shit tired and may i add HUNGRY TT" for some odd reason todya everyone in my feaking family woke up so god damm early iw as like xX" LET ME SLEEP! ahwells i ended up waking up at arpund 6am ahaha prbably the earliest eva this yr MUAHAHAS well basiclaly i went to watch soccer with my dad haha italy vs germany i wanted germany to win whtta a shame the italians won and yeha brazils out i don't really go any more i only went for those two countries TT"HAHAHA meh so bored gonna go back to see if my mums back yet ii am hungry and TIRED ^^*
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
5:40:00 PM
moving houses
Monday, July 03, 2006
today i went to my new house and did a bit of cleaning emprties some of the bag of clothes i own TT" theres a few more items left at home for me to pack. i have this weird ass looking cupboard thing .. i was like WTH? when i saw its ahems it very ... weird =/ i spent teh day looking at childhood potos of me when i younger boy was i a little cute kid ^^* i was adorable i swear hah i can't believe i used to be so cute now i am ... -blergh- if only i was like little again haha i was so adorabale... si was my little brother william now his a pain in my rear end TT" meh i cleaned my new room .. read a book and laughed at weird ass photos of my mum and my sister YY" i called me own sister a 'stalker kid' cos i thought it was sum weirdo baby that kept showing up in some pictures and it looked like a boy ... so curious as my little brother was he wnet to ask my mum who that was and she was like "oh thats kathy" i swear we all died of laughter when we found out that kid was my sisiter hahah ohwells =)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:52:00 PM
lies & decption
Saturday, July 01, 2006
hahhaha ignore the top part i just had to like vent som air if you choose to read the entry i suggest you go right ahead and so. If this entry insults you or appy to you in any way i suggest you go ranting in another place beacuse its up there for a reason and this MY blog i post what i feel and you can't stop me.
xoxoxo KAT*Someone i know of complains abt being ignore excluded from certain actives, but have you actually thought of WHY? is my question. Do your really think that someone like me would ignore beacause i had nothing better to do with my life? I think i have a brain capable of actually thinking of better things to do than ignore you. Maybe you should start by being nicer to me and stop trying to control things like its all yours. You continually ask for things yet what have happened to your manners if others have the decency to ask in a polite manner why can't you? Just beacuse i am one your 'friends' doesn't mean you can go give me that! or pick that up! I am not here for you to be commanded about and made to supply you with whatever it is that you need. I am saying this one and for all if you demand at me one more time or tell me to to shut up push me or anything i WILL SNAP. There is so much i can take from you, continually i let things slip beacuse i don't want to make a big deal but quite frankly not only will this problem persist and drive me insane i'll put it to an end with a manner i find appropriate. I certainally don't need you doubting how smart i am or how dumb i can get. I am capable of doing so myself and i'll ask for help if i need [ well from anyone but you ] Yeah! look at me i like to be lied and deceited to. Is that the sign taht is written on my forehead? Well last time i checked it wasn't there, for teh past 3 weeks i have been continually lied to and told 'fake stories' that i am told to believe. When i think about how many of them do i believe? the answer is NONE. I'll tell you why beacuse i CHOOSE what i think is real and what is fake sure i've fallen for it a few times i'm going to admit it atleast i have som dignity in myself to actuallly admit t things but those who put up and act to look 'cool or not so embrassed' i suggest you start admitting to it it might make your life a little easier. I don't not give a flaming fuck about what you or our gf, love, boyfriend, cousin, mum, dad, siblings grandparent and whoever they are think of people i know. I certainally WON'T be on constant gurad to hear what otehr are bitching about or what teh gossip is beacuse i DON'T care is you want to know so bad fucking go ask around yourself who do you think i am a private investigator who works for you? I DON'T THINK SO! and if you say anoy more rubbish about a friend of mine, i'll give things to you in BLACK AND WHITE is tha clear enough or do you want it in PLAIN ENGLISH?
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:55:00 PM