looking at something new
Saturday, August 26, 2006
well my lifes been pretty cool i guess and yes as my 16th birthday draws near i'm gonna be old ==;; but yeah i might just you know remeber things from the past .. i've become someone strong no long naive , no longer the girl i used to be. things in life change and so do i. i may not notice the ways i've changed but i've been able to see those around me morph into someone else which is kinda upsetting towards me beacause they aren't the same their no longer nice , funny or a great friend. i've lost friends and gained friends. drfted further apart from some and came closer to others. the bottom line is everyone has changed for better or for worse is their own problem. nehoos its weird how you once thought something is so horrible and awful but when you change the view point you see something tottally different. its simply takes a few mintues to put yourself in someone elses shoes or look at a topic from a different point of view. by doing this you realise what a mistake you've made or how stupid you were, but mistakes can be fixed. i bet the ppl reading reading this ( if there is any ) is going 'what if youthink thata their not worth all the rtouble' . there are people out there who ARE undeserving, mean , cruel and a complete pain in your rear end. but stop and thing why are they like this? were they like that before? and if yo still think their a pain in your rear end then their probably not worth it. atleast you tried and trying is all that matters i have finally realise the meaning of trash and treasure i know it took me a while but to actually fully grasp the concept of is it really hard. some trash could be someone elses treasure, okay make you weren't no prize but hey the saying is close enough. when you were in and emotional wreck your heart was broke who helped you? who was there for you? who stood by you thick and thin? I DID yet you don't seem to remember do you?you are so engrossed in what people think of you to actually realise why your friends are starting to leave why people hate you. once you have proved my assumptions wrong.i thought you could change. i BELIEVED that maybe you'd be different someone better but i was wrong. i have never in my life been ever so dissapointed then i am right now. you say how you wanted things to be different. i shall type it right here and hope you see it THINGS WILL BE THE SAME. you choose to forget so i am choosing to LET GO. i've come to the realisation that you are NO LONGER WORTH IT. no point in me hoping you'd change for the better. who am i kidding? your never gonna change your the same fucked up person when i first met you as harsh as this gonna sound i have no more excuses for your actions, i no longer have the right mind to help you, be there for you, or evn listen to you. and your probabl asking why? my answer is YOU BROUGHT IT UPON YOURSELF. you should have thought TWICE before doing so. i end my blog entry for today here what i blogged abt are my own thoughts and if wanna make smart ass comments do it in your own spare time cos idon't need you in my tagboard bitch ... nehoos off to my auntys place latter ^^*
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
11:09:00 AM
kaka mooo
Saturday, August 19, 2006
[x] I have walked into a glass/screen door.[x] I have choked on my own spit.[ ] I've seen the Matrix like 3 times and still don't get it.[ ] I type only with my pointer fingers.[x] I have accidentally caught something on fire.[ ] I've told a cop off an got arrested for it[ ] I have attempted to sip out of a straw but it accidently went into my nose, rather than my mouth.[x] i have thought of something funny, and laughed out loud and people looked at me weird.[x] I've caught myself drooling[x] I've accidently caused an explosion.[ ] If someone says the word "fart", I can't help but laugh.[ ] I've been into a "Do Not Enter" one way road plenty of times.[x] Sometimes I just...stop thinking & zone out.[ ] It is POSSIBLE to lick ur elbow[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from me.[x] People often tell me to use my "inside voice"[x] Gum has fallen out of my mouth while talking.[x] I've used my fingers to do simple math.[ ] I've jumped off a moving vehicle.[ ] I ate a bug for $5 or less.[x] I'm taking this test when I should be doing something moreimportant.[ ] I repost chain letters because I'm scared of what they threaten will happen if I don't.[x] I've changed my pants when I was with friends[ ] I've ran around naked[x] I've searched all over the place for something, and then realized it was in my hand the whole time.[x] my friends know not to use big words on me.[ ] I move my head to the side when I'm confused.[x] Sometimes I start telling a story and suddenly forget what I'm talking about.[x] I've fallen out of my chair before[ ] When I'm laying in bed, I sometimes stare at the ceiling and try to find pictures and words in the texture.Lmao i stole that off weenas blog TT" i am bloody 51% stupid dats sucks i'm more than half sttupid. ohwells nehoos i've been uh good i guess.. went to eat at aburn buffet today it was quite amusing =) haa yeah dats abt its TT"
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:22:00 PM
stupid lam
Monday, August 14, 2006
well fellow blog readers ( if there is any ) i am back again to give everyone and update on my life well its all be okay i guess haha nehoos yes i am trying to catrer to mr lams bloody homework which is driving me nuts cos all he ever does is give us shitloads of hw i mean my english teacher hardly ever hands out homework my god ==;; and i learn more from her than you. cos we do fun things. mono is a waste of my time. why do i attend? for the sake of my mum mans she'd give the 'i am so dissapointed look' just like the time i quit maths at pre uni. gosh woman your never happy anyhoos yeh thats all i hate to say for now LOLS i am too lazy to blog anymore than i already have TT"
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:19:00 PM
rahhhhhhhhhhsss
Saturday, August 05, 2006
| You Are 51% Vain |
You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence. Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you! |
| You Are Sex On the Beach |
When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth.You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you.So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks.Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! |
What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
| Your IQ Is 90 |
Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Average |
A Quick and Dirty IQ Test
| Your Personality Profile |
You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. |
The World's Shortest Personality Test
| You Are 39% Selfish |
In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you. |
| You Are 60% Open Minded |
You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. |
| Your Luck Quotient: 68% |
You have a high luck quotient.More often than not, you've felt very lucky in your life.You may be randomly lucky, but it's probably more than that.Optimistic and open minded, you take advantage of all the luck that comes your way. |
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4:49:00 PM
nutso teachers
Thursday, August 03, 2006
hahaha i felt like choosing this retarted green to type in WOOHOO yeah LOLS excuse my retartedness HAHAHA anyways on with my day pe;; halrious crap we had ms wagner she went NUTS .. yelling at everyone i swear she looked like she wanted to kill is HAHAHA ohwells i fink she had like PMS or some shiet i mean i have it too yet i don't scream at poor kids ahwells maths;; omfg we had stiffy man farks i was sitting and doing my workd and he said i was fkn SINGING i mean WTH? sir: i hear people singing on this side of the classroon *points in my directionme: who me? sir: i HEARD SINGING. WHY ARE YOU SINGING?me: WHAT? sir: IS IT YOU ? me: WHAT? ME SING? WTH?sir: COME HERE YOUNG LADY*stomps to the freaking teachers desk*sir: don't use that tone with me and don't say what like thatme: HUH? i DIDN'T sing what are you ON ABT?sir: EXCUSE ME DON'T SINGme: I WASN'T FREAKING SINGING I WAS WORKING!!sir: GET OUTSIDE !! OUT *outsidesir: look stop being rude me: rude? excuse me i wasn't the one ACCUSING me of singing while i was workingsir: i wasn't accusing you of singing i just said i heard singingme: then why did you send me outside when AMY AND THEM WERE SINGING?sir: EXCUSE ME BUT LISTEN i just storm back into class farking shit head teacher what freaking is up teachers asses? i swear what did they get a freaking pay cut my god freaking shitheads they were all peed off and nuts YY"english;; haha ms ballard was sane THANK GOD!! ahaha we worked on our scriots and stuff it was fun! pretty much bludged and talked about random stuff =Dasian studies;; i did all my work just like i was told MUAHAHHAAS GO MEE =) and yeah i cbfed to blog no more ahha so toodle =)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:18:00 PM
alive and well
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
i'm still alive yet i think my tag board died HAHA its retarted and effed up but its not like i care anyways TT" haha to be honest i wouldn't give a shit if your bestfriend is out in her backyard making weed and getting high on xtacy. i am so sick of actually caring for those who i know don't deserved to be cared for. i mean fucking you had SEX over the week ends and you think your pregnant with whoeva kid . to be utterlly honest with you EAT MY SHIT . that right i have had SEVERAL girls who tell me they had sex WITHOUT a condom. my god DO YOU really think i say just about every 2nd days of the week HAVE SEX WITHA CONDOM!! for the fun of it? mans honestly the next person who tells me the fucked some guy without a condom it shows how fucking RESPONSIBLE you are cos I DON'T want to deal with you and your shit. as mean and this is going to be but i'm gonna say it YOU BROUGHT IT UPON YOURSELF. why? because you were so FUCKING stupid and retarted to not know that having sex without a CONDOM would cause to to fall pregnant i mean my god DO THE RIGHT THING. if not then FUCK OFF i don't want to KNOW!!my gosh i seem to be like some bomb i feel like i', about to blow up all thanks to people whom think it 'essential' to have sex b4 the end of yr 10. i mean if your one of them people FUCK OFF. i mean if you can't evn do it properly and taking precautions then DON'T DO IT AT ALL. cos quite frankly i am so SICK of having to repeat myself time and time again HAVE SEX WITH A CONDOM. i swear i might aswell fkn have a sticker made out of it TT" anyways moving on with my day ... haha today was a typical day at skool i barely remeber what i did cos i really wasn't in the mood today i was like busy difting into my own world and yes i have realised alot of things in this world is shit like the girls in my year and younger are PACKING makeup on to their faces like it their new and improved faces. to be honest you LOOK like a HOOKER and come cheap bitch. i mean makeup was made to freaking enhance your NATURAL features not freaking create them. i mena i walk around and i see young girls in like yr 8 who have like what 2cm worth of makeup sticking on their faces it disgusting and makes me think that THESE people are the ones who going to cause the plastic sugery industry go up when they have the money. i mena LOOK AT THEM they don't evn look like normal skool girls they LOOK like ppl my AGE and i'm turning 16 and their liek what 13 or 14? i mean WTH? mans if you planning to ruin your face then GO AHEAD i don't care. i honestly start to wonder where has the world come to. i mean i don't evn wear make up and those who think i am going be HYPOCRITICAL abt the whole make up thing your WRONG. i DON't PACK cosmetic products all over my face like i am some sort of blemish free doll. but then again those who do wear makeup to cover up bags or light things i am okay with cos its just to enhance your face but i swear those who have like 2cm thick of blush and fucking foundation i hope your skin has freaking breakouts cos you seriously don't know how bad all that crap is for your face. so if yo plan to whinge to your friends that 'oh katrines just cos we have makeup and she doesn't look as pretty as us' FUCK OFF okay. cos i DON't want to look liek some cheap hoe with FAKE FACES and look TWICE my own age. i have better things to do with my time and money than to buy shitloads of products to make myself look like a fucking POODLE.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4:13:00 PM