i'm in pain
Saturday, January 27, 2007
well everyone dear katrine is in excruciating pain my jaw hurts like a truck ran over it and i am in pain. jees not only that i'm not exactly the cheery person i am. god damm it why can't ths problem just dissapear? why does it have to be the way it is. when i try to forget it never works. gees not exactly the best day of my life today is. well i woke up at a early hour trying to sleep but unfortuntly couldn't cos the where abouts of my husband was unknown. jees well his alive now got me worried for nothing. anyways my lil cusin came over today went swimmin with my two little bros. and yeha i stayed home and netted for like the whole dya cos i had nothing better to do. yeah latter todya i have this stupid pain in my jaw and its still here and i feel like absolute crap. not really ina dandy mood. nor am i in the mood to tolderate anything that too drastic or annoying. anyhoos nothing exciting to write about so i am off!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
8:53:00 PM
BOO
Friday, January 26, 2007
why does it always happen to me? what i have i done to deserve to be hurt like this? i freaking hate it when i like someone esh! should have stayed longer overseas that way i would have probably forgotten it all and pretended my problems are non-existant. jees. i wish you just i dunnos dissapeared out of my life and let me live a freaking normal life WITHOUT YOU! you fkn distraction! thats right everything little thing that happens to you i care and wonder if yoru okay now i just hope you NEVER tell me that way i'll forget and hopefully this will all go away. i know its stupid but i'm sure it'll work just DISSAPEAR GOD DAMM IT! anyways on with my day i went ronalds bbq haha edwina made jacky work like a slave cleaning the bbq! haha. meh! it was pretty cool everyone was cool and there were buff koreans playing volleyball! wayy better than those lanky guys at the bbq gees those weaklings! hahah yeah the day was fun i guess filled with laughter and condoms ==;; all thanks to kylie haha i had my share of fun! just a lil bit burnt now! i cbb blogging now byes ^^*
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:07:00 PM
