fucking pea brain!
Friday, March 30, 2007
you say i make generalisations of the topic LOVE well fuck you. seriously don't like what i type on my blog? fucking leave. no one told you to stay nor were you even invited in the first place. clearly you haven't actually realised this blog is mine and i am free to express my own views on things. however and whichever way i want. simply click the x on the top right of the screen and save yourself some fucking diginity. you say that i am a a very vain person then what are you? your the conceited jerk you usually are telling me how you can get any girl you want when you standard of english are below average. seriously don't make me any more angrier otherwise i may just slap you across the face cos your so fkn conceited. omg. i feel my bloody boiling this guy thinks he can just pop up and give me the shits about what can type and what i can't. this is my FUCKING blog respect whats on it. you think all girls have to be the perfect little girls with our noses in the air and fucking have no opinions so that fucking demanding, controlling and possesive people like you can control us. you just want to marry a perfert asian girl who can cook and clean for you. fuck i really hate the sterotypical views people have on women. especially the ways my aunties views me they expect a girl who can cook, clean, serve people and bear kids to their husbands. fuck it all mans i can barely cook myself a meal and worse still i don't give a shit about the role of a 'perfect wife'. honestly if thats how you view the women of today i honestly think you have problems. its okay if women want to take up the role of a mum or a housewife. i have nothing against its just the way society's expectation of women. if i was to ever hear another asian tell me how i must train myself to be the perfect wife i might as well hit you. seriously thats probably what the so called dominant species of men want. a quiet wife and on that will serve after them. also the common belief of having sons is some what better than having a daughter. honestly fucking we're both the same we both have opinions, faces, a life and we came out of a hole. i don't get why there has to be specific divisions between having son or daughters. i know it because i have seen it happen with my little brothers and within my extended families. because they are a boy they are expected to get everything. why? because they have a penis is that why? simply because you have screwed up values of boys being something good and girls bad? is this how we view children of today? i've always wondered what happens to those asian parents who have a daughter and fucking treat her like shit? seriously if my parents treated me how my uncle and aunty treated my cusin overseas i would have fucking had a fit over it. i am glad that when something goes wrong i speak and make a deal out of it to show that i am NOT HAPPY and express my views. my cusins different she fucking oppessed by her parents while her lil brother some little shit face kid he is mans. this kid i swear has no respect for people, his the usual self centred brat. he'll throw things at you and feaking hits my grandmother! yet his parents have done nothing but yell at him and there is no disipline involved. when my other cusin who happens to be a girl does something bad she gets beaten. where the fucking morals in this? i see it is completely wrong i try to speak up for her but i get told not to. i may as well become a strong feminist while i am at it. i BELIEVE us girls are the same as the boys. fucking i hate the whole gender discrimination that exists in society and worldwide is disgusting watching people continue to uphold these sort of values. i mean look at china their in a some gender crisis men can't even find a wife because its a male dominated society. fucking serves you people right for aborting or giving away your baby girls. bloody you guys deserve this crisis for not appreciating having a child whether it be boy or girl. now you people suffer with having un-married son. serves you right. well i think my damm blog entry is long and probably tautalogical and i seriously should stop typing. anways i'm sick haha =)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
5:15:00 PM
my non existant love life
Thursday, March 29, 2007
well dearies miss katrine is currently in a mood what you would probably call melancholy mood haha you see if you hadn't noticed yet i am trying to exapnd my vocabulary and maybe just oneday it'll be the size of edwinas. hers is like a whole dictionary mans mind is lieka pea comapred to her sophistcated words tahta exist in that ver complex and intelligent mind of her. hmms let me find a few new words to show in this blog entry to make me seem some what more intelligent than i seem to me =P its has been wuite conspicuous that my life of love and boyfriends is clearly non- existant whateva you call it. currently natasha believes my bfs name is justin which clearly is untrue because i haven't seen him in saturday and how is he evn my bf when i don't talk to him not to add see him =P and apparently i have been doing some very promiscuious things which i find very wrong cos i have been a very good girl a little fun here and ther is innocuous anyways on with the blog entry i had a chem prac today it was quie intresting considering i learn jackshit from my teacher anyways. my very bad attempts to pull answer from the top of my head which is quite thorny considering theres probably nothing in my head anyways. on with my day being sick pretty much stinks. i haven't exactly gotten any better and i've been taking antibotics and the freaking cold 7 flu tablets everey 4 hrs like i am supposed and now i have a itchy throat its all quite overwhelming for me and i feel like absolute crap. anways i have nothing else to blog about its such a short and simplistic entry. but yeah i kind of got a be side tracked by thata frekaing thing called msn kept bloody beeping at me =P
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:40:00 PM
love?
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
the title of my blog entry is quite self explainitory i guess. yes i am sick of the love bullshit i've been getting from people. honestly i gave up on it when i was i yr 9 seriously i am so sick of hearing people telling me they LOVE somone yet they cannot define what love is. then how the hell can you love somone when you don't even know what it means. i reckon this is all bullshit thinking you love someone only to find yourself breaking up with him / her latter in life. honestly what is with you people don't fucking come to me and give me the love bullshit beacause i won't take people claiming that they know what love is and only to have them telling me how i know nothing of it cos i am ill-experienced HOW FUCKIN EXPERIENCED DO YOU HAVE TO BE? do i need to sleep around with like 10 billion boys to find out what love is? DO I? if you wondering yes i am in abad mood because of the love crap i get from people and the whole i think i love you shit. its pathetic watching people telling me how much they love one another only to realsie one of their ppartners is cheating? is this what you call love? finiding someone else to test to see if you really love your partner. it stupid watching people in my grade do it repeatedly falling into that love bullshit. when will they learn? love hurts. those out there who think love is the same as like think again because their too different things. okay so i decided to prove my point a few times about love towards a friend i had who was appently in love with his gf right. you know what he told me? he said you can't define love because you feel it. wow that jolly great if you can't fucking tell me what it is how can you CLAIM you LOVE her? thats right you CAN'T is there not more than one word in teh whole english vocabulary to describe what love is? seriously if there isn't then the fucking vocabulary is shit itself. for once in my whole life i am really sick of the overrated love thing and the misconceptions people have between love, like and lust. i'd look these words up in the dictionary but then again can one single person define all the aspects of love someone claims to have. not to ad dthe fellow i saked broke up with his gf a few weeks latter. if thats what you call love i suggest you re-define it and maybe get you picture clearer before telling me i'm stupid or i don't know what i am saying because i DO and don't fucking go off acting like your smart because you know what LOVE is. tahts right his not the only one person who has given me this love shit his is one of the many cases i have encountered during my secondary education. well that clears up thw whole love thing if ANYONE i don't care who you are who whateva status you have on the freaking community or where you stand in the world don't tell me what you think of love or claiming you have profound love for someone because honestly i really won't give a two shits about. if you have recently spoken to me about the topic i wan only being nice not to point out my views but now its gotten to the point where love has become so cliched.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:23:00 PM
yesterdays drama
Sunday, March 25, 2007
heys everyone beloved katrine is still alive after my uh very adventurous day yesterday out to johns b*day outing and jenny had a bit too much alcohol and appently did and said some very strange things HAHAH wells i was pretty normal besides giving out free hugs and saying jackshit about nothing --"wells i woke up this moring feeling okay and decided to get out of bed and realsied i forgot certain bits of what happened yesterday haha. yeha well okay i had the main picture sketeched out but you kwno WHO GIVES A SHIT! i don't remember doing anything quite extordinary so i rkn its probably okay =) anyways at times i wonder why people are so much happier when drunk?anyways i am currently being insulted by john abt being FAT and UGLY haha i go with UGLY but not fat omg MY BMI OKAY IS JUST ON THE AVERAGE so i am HEALTHY thats right fuckers who think ia m fat or super skinny which i doubt more the of people who think i am fat i have a normal BMI and unless you want me to HIT or physically and verbally abuse you to the point no one can recognise you keept yoru smarty pant comment TO YOURSELF.anyways i just realised this was tottally waste of a blog because i have nothing to say ^^* anyways i am off to do whaever =P
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
6:35:00 PM
oh what a wonderful day >.>
Sunday, March 11, 2007
do you reallu need a rocket scientist to work out my mood today? if you thinks so i suggest you stop reading this blog entry and go fall into a pit of deadly snakes. i really dispise it when people give a situation and then just leave me there to grapple the answers. like wtf? mans if you want to do things your way so be it. don't bring me into it if you don PLAN to explain to me why. not to add to my list of problems i haven't been able to put down the fact that a certain girl by the name of ******* is still lying to me i plan to ask her the question. "what would you do if somone lied to you?" seriously i am sick of pretending to be your friend. and for those who HAVE lied to me and getting scared maybe the person i am talking abt is you i suggest think real hard before deciding to lie to me again. i have been quite linient to those who have lied to me recently but today and the rest of this wk i will be one angry girl if taht one girl doesn't own up soon. i KNOW i won't forget this beacause its too big a of a matter to just forget. she is a perfect epitome of what a lying bitch looks like! a bloody ugly whore who thinks i am stupid enough to believe her bullshit. i thoight i had my own misconceptions of another female from a certain area in my life. honestly i've always wondered why she does wha she does and my answer just so happens to be "she wants attention. like no joke i can not think of any otehr way to put it. she's nothing but and attention seeker. she make my life unbelievingly diffiuclt yes. i am quite pedantic when it comes to issues in my life. anyways today i went to strathfield libary with my sister without my mother accolade i just left the house beacause she refused to drive us. being the dumb people we were we caught a train going to what we thought where homebush. unfortunatly we found ourself stuck in berala and it was quite a predicament ( think i used the word in the right context, correct me if i am wrong). there was this very suspicious looking man who kept continually staring at us. so we decided to call our sweet uncle to come pick us up. so being the sweet mans my uncle he is we were picked up from the very disturbed station of berala and driven to homebush libary safe and sound. i did what i had to do at the libary and i came across a fellow named andew, bonnies bf. it was all quite absurd when he walked up to me and went I SAW YOU SOMEWHERE! you can only imagine how frightened i was. soon enough i realsied who he was and yeah i offered him a to sit with me and my sister. around 5 me and my sister left the libary to return home to our mum & dad. we had to catch a train because my mum refused too pick up and being the bitch iw as today i decided to hang up on her when she said we had to train it home. so me and my sister ventured to homebush station to find we needed to wait a further half and hf before the train came. so sitting aimlessly for the train. when it finally did arrive we got to lidcombe station and bought the bean sprouts my mother told me to buy and my dad came to pick us up afterwards. he was quite concerned about how me and my sister trained it to homebush libary earlier on that day. i'm glad one of my 2 parents were concerned of our wellbeing. anyways that brings and end to my long day.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:38:00 PM
finally i blogged ^^*
Friday, March 09, 2007
Hello! my fellow blog readers if there is even any in the vast population of asians in the world. i have decided to get on my fat ass and actually write up a decent blog which i have been incapable of doing so for the past month. =) yes! well my life hasn't progressed really far whereas academically i've learnt a few new things at school. obviously. Here goes my day for those out there who find a intrest in my life and how my day was: First period of the day i had business studies mans how do you like it if people l i e d to you? its not a great feeling knowing some whore is actually lying to me but then again whats the point in caring? mans i should STOP being nice to you and maybe be the bitch i usually am. but then again you'll go crying to the teachers to tell them how i've been bullying you! next up i had society & culture which was pretty normal. we continued to watch the film 'Witness' it was pretty good but the ending ruined the whole thing. anyways i got my class test back haha 27/30 people i TOPPED my class. which is quite amazing considering i am quite a low achiever at school. anyways i am some how excelling in society & culture because i am actually interested in it. third period i had chemistry, mans the lesson was great but when i had to spend my LUNCH waiting outside the maths staff room for ms faber so called year adviser to show up. when i addressed her with the problem at hand she bloody asked me " what do you want me to do about it? ". like woman get a fkn life i come to you with a bloody problem and your fkn job is to GIVE ME ADVICE not fkn ask me what i want to happen. like HELLO your a pretty crappy year adviser in my opinion. then she started to give some protective barrier about how i could be the problem or some fuck like that . woman REVERSE psychology doesn't work on a girl who actually wants to study psychology. making me feel guilty doesn't really concern me when it comes to bloody bad teachers. not to add she kept cutting me off when i was talking like woman LEARN TO LISTEN. mans going to her was a piece of shit. we got nothing from her. i wanted to go FUCK YOU thanks for nothing you whore when we left. so off we went to see the head teacher of science she was atucally quite NICE about the problem. i did most of the speaking and yes nweni and sha sha just cut in once in a while well we told her the problem and she was quite nice about it helping us SOLVE the problem and not give up stupid questions like ms faber did and she calls herself a fkn YEAR ADVISER mans the crappiest one i've ever seen. anyways yeah ms dodd said she try checking up on my chem teacher. like seriously i have nothing against her its the way she teaches and when she gives the class wrong information. i understand she has never taught chemistry teacher before. but come one the least my school should do is ASSIGN a chemistry teacher to teach us. just beacause the teachers have all done their HSC and gotten a career WHAT ABT ME? i want a bloody life to. maybe just once student could actually be listened to and not IGNORED or CUT OFF by shitty teachers or crappy year advisers who can't even do her own job properly. if there ever a petition to get rid of her i'd be teh FIRST to sign it! last period i had advanced english, i got my beloved work back a shocking 13/15 haha lols doing quite well at school i am really pleased with my results. i was tottaly exhausted during english i just wanted to SLEEP and go home cos i am the laziest whore eva. anyways i am really sick of blogging and i thing i have filled up too much space anyways gonna go wait for tommy to call to help with my maths hw evn tho its 9:05pm and i'd like to sleep =.=;;
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
8:28:00 PM